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Irma

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Recall...	[Mar. 11th, 2006\|11:51 pm]
I am grateful for him because I realize that not everyone is as lucky to have a caring, sensitive, handsome yet smart and independent 22-year-old boyfriend who adores his girlfriend so, even with all her big and little annoying habbits. I guess nothing last forever, especially If the if the love wasnt as true as he claimed. He is quickly "moving" on. Guess that puts me to shame cause I really thought he was different.
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(no subject)	[Aug. 6th, 2005\|11:26 am]
Wow. It seems like years since I last updated. This is supposed to be a happy post though. Things have really been looking up lately. My dad finally got around to fixing my car's oil leak. I had to promise not to attempt changing the oil on my own any more though. Quite frankly I think I got the better part of the deal since I had already decided that auto mechanics was not for me. This morning I received my apartment/roommate information. Hmmm, got bunked with someone from my hometown and two other chicks with Spanish last names...guess I should feel right at home. Umm let's see. There is however a minor stone in my way to UF though. Turns out I am 1 elective credit hr short of getting my A.A. degree. Grades were do on the 2nd, so I really don’t think I'll be able to get my degree certified by the time classes start in Gainesville, but I WILL survive. At this point I am mostly concentrating on my Real Estate state exam so that I can start off on the right foot in Gainesville. If I pass the state exam and get myself working for a successful broker I think I'll do just fine on my own out there in the middle of nowhere. I only registered for 2 courses at UF for the fall term. Victorian Lit and Advanced Exposition, after two semesters of straight math courses I am not too crazy about going back to essay writing and proofreading.
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1st Body Piercing	[Jul. 13th, 2005\|10:54 pm]
After thinking about it for a while I finally developed the courage to go in for my 1st body piercing. My ears were pierced from before I could remember whether it hurt or not, so of course I turned myself into those pesky customers who goes in asking what is that for and what are u going to do- as if I didn't already know. This all happened after I found a book that the library had reported lost because I it was never checked back in eventhough I never even took it out of the library. Upon learning that I could not check out more books because I owed a fee of $40 plus some for the book that was checked out ages ago, I sat down to analyse the situation and I decided to look up the call number hunt for the book myself and to my surprise the book was there in it's proper place on the shelf in the library. So after saving myself from a $40 odd fee for a completely bogus issue I decided to spend that money on something that I had been longing to do. So I drove to lizard lounge all by myself and endured the split second pain like a real women without anyone having to hold my hand. For those who are wondering; I got a navel piercing. The barbell is not as sexy as the ring i intended to put on but it'll have to do until it even begins to heal. On other news... I signed the lease for my apartment. I KNOW! $420 per month includes utilities, water,ethernet, 1bedroom w/bath in a four bedroom apartment. I was stoked at the though of me FINALLY living on my own WITH my parents blessings. I cant wait till my move in date. The locating is friggen amazing. The apartment complex is located less than a mile from I-75, UF, Restaurants, Pac Sun, Old Navy, Target, and who knows what else. LIFE is truly great. Alls I need know is a GREAT JOB to afford my future way of living Gosh Darnit.
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Seeking Psychiatric help for my alarm clock	[Jul. 6th, 2005\|01:32 am]
My alarm clock has lost it's mind. The numerical leds keep changing between time and snooze minutes; the damn alarm keeps setting off every 59 seconds and it's driving me up the wall. I need to wake up early tomorrow (today) being as how I cant afford to miss any more classes, since I am in a jam as it is, so now I am going to have to rely on the sunlight to wake me up. I cant find my damn cell phone and it does not help that I keep it on silence all the time now. I dont even think the obsolete piece of shit phone has an alarm feature any way. On the bright side, some genius decided to drop their Blockbuster dvd copy of the HOSTAGE at our store, so I decided I would drop it off tomorrow on my way back from school (if i ever make it there) but not before i watched it. I had the chance to watch it before it came out but my genius brother lend it to his friend before I got a chance to see it...now all the 17 copies we have remain checked out and I cant get my hands on it so ...someones mistake came in handy. The movies is worth the time and money unlike Hide and Seek, which eh....not even worth mentioning,
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(no subject)	[Jul. 2nd, 2005\|12:45 pm]
Damn, Sea World kicked my ass yesterday. When it comes to dolphins i am like a child. I remember months back watching the Sea World commercials and dropping everything to pay attention to the tv. I wanted to go there after this semester but my family came down and invited me so I seized the opportunity. The place is wonderland. I think I want to be an animal trainer. They look like they had such a wonderful time with the dolphins. Good times but now I am beat. Every muscle in body aches.
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Rush Hour(s)	[Jun. 29th, 2005\|11:26 am]
My 1/2 sister and her kids came down to CFL yesterday and I am having a blast. I have my hands full for the upcoming weeks. Last week it was my cousin and her husband, this week it is my sister and her kids, and now we are expecting more family. This summer is keeping us very busy and I am loving it. I saw the Batman movie yesterday and I thought it was Excellent. For all of you who have been commenting to my post, I will catch up with yours after this overflow of people and activities dies down. HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE.
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Concert? Anyone	[Jun. 27th, 2005\|10:49 am]
I WANT to go to the vans warp tour this year taking place at Tinker Field, Orlando.Is anyone else going?
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Party Time	[Jun. 22nd, 2005\|11:46 pm]
My dad's birthday party was a success. The party was jumping, everyone was happy, and even Jadiel (my 3 month old nephew) was dancing till he got so dizzy he puked (good times). My sister was pleased to learn that he LOVES reggeton as oppose the music i like. I got pics. Who knows I might just post them soon enough. I was going to watch the Batman movie today but my dad's birthday party preparations proved more important, so I cancelled.
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JUNE 22

[Jun. 22nd, 2005|12:00 am]

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HAPPY 22nd Birthday WES!

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Happy birthday dad. I love you though I never say it aloud!

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Bi	[Jun. 11th, 2005\|02:55 am]
In the now infamous words of someone else, "It must be a full moon out tonight". I am feeling bi-polar. Maybe I am PMSing. Whatever the case, I HATE it. Ok to all u normal people out there good night. I am going to go jump off a cliff now.
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House of flying Daggers	[Apr. 17th, 2005\|02:05 pm]
House of Flying Daggers is the martial arts film everyone should see. Karla, you were right about this one. ; )
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(no subject)	[Mar. 21st, 2005\|01:57 am]
Wow my first post in a REALLY long time. Lots has happened since my last official post. But like usual I will just summarize everything for ya'. First and most important to me has been the birth of a completly healthy and adorable baby nephew who was born of on St. Patrick's day at 5am. Then comes my acceptance letter to the one and only school I have ever wanted to go to since my fisrt year in High School; the UNIVERSITY OF FLORIDA. The stupid TSA (Transportaion Security Administration) had the balls to e-mail me several days ago, after I spent at LEAST 6 hours playing their investigation process and filing page after page of personal questions, that I passed all stages BUT that the offer to work is still tentative and that I am now officialy on a waiting list. WTF. Seriously I've been playing their fucking game since DECEMBER. Screw You. I am moving on. This semester is going by surprisingly well. All A's so far in all the exams in all 3 classes including MATH Romance is still not a part of my life therefore NO drama THANK GOD. Thats all I can think of for right now. My plans: FInd an apartment and a job in Gainseville Take up some summer classes here in Orlando and keep in touch with all of the friends that I've met here. I am soooo greatful for everyone's help. Each friend I made here helped me through my hard times in one form or another
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It's a BOY	[Mar. 17th, 2005\|06:42 am]
THE BABY'S OUT. Came out this moring around 5am. Huh, an early-st.-patrick-day bird. Ok I a headed to the Pubs oh wait no actually to the HOSPITAL to meet the little one. TO ALL A NICE DAY.
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(no subject)	[Mar. 11th, 2005\|02:40 am]
I know I have not been keeping up with the reading of your journals, but most of my free time has been occupied by doctor visits. With my sister due any time now and my ma' sickness it was kind of hard to make a post. But everything is falling back into place now. Today I watched the movie "Ray" and I must admit it was one of the best ones if seen in a long time. I chopped my hair off today and I LOVE it. I looks tenfold healthier and with more volume. I had it mid-back length and today I raised it to only above shoulders length. I got really short layers that start at the eyes. I absolutely love it.
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Most embarassing moments...everyone has them

[Mar. 2nd, 2005|01:44 am]

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I was sitting all alone in the bench of my church waiting for the ceremony to begin. I looked around and I realized I really haven't made much of an effort to get to know any of the people here in Orlando. 45 minutes later the thought had passed and I was very concentrated on the ceremony when suddenly with the corner of my eyes I spouted the silhouette of a teenage boy and a lady walking in. I glanced over to them, as they were getting ready to settle into the bench next to mine. I immediately recognized the lady and my reflexes were that of running up to her and hugging her right then and there. I caught myself halfway off my bench when I saw the look of confusion in the lady's face. My heart immediately sunk. I realized she did not recognize me and I could not help but feeling utterly stupid. I then sunk completely into my bench while still fixing my eyes at her confused face. She gave me a tiered smile as if though apologizing for not understanding what was going on.

This sequence of events all happened within seconds yet they felt like an eternity.
I was so embraced to know that I was genuinely ready to walk up to her and greet her with the warmest of hugs right smack in the mist of the ceremony while she hadn't a clue of who I was.

She is a family friend who used to go to church in our hometown when I was about 10 years old. She would always pull on my cheeks and tell me how much she loved me.
I despised her habit of pulling my cheeks until she went away. Her and her family moved to Puerto Rico and we lost contact for a while. Then we found out that they were in Indiana. Shortly after we moved to CF my sister and I saw her Husband and 2 children who were visiting FL with intentions of moving back.We exchanged numbers and my sister kept in touch with one of her sons. I found out through my sister that they moved back last week. That's how I was CONVINCED that she was who I thought she was. However she had not seen me since I was 10 years old so it made complete sense that she didn't recognize me on the spot. However my logic does not take away the embarrassing moment I spent for the split second I spent halfway out of my seat holding on to the urge run up to her and hug her while she stared at me in utter confusion.

Oh and the reason why I was at church and not on my date is because I found out that I was given Friday off so I rescheduled the date. Just in case you'll were wondering. ; )

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